My Psychosis

from The Far Country by Eliotwilder1

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This didn’t turn out
Quite the way I thought it would
This is not the life I was hoping for
What I was hoping for
Was something a little bit better
Something grander, something more
I think about the time
I was on that stretch of highway
And my car got run off the road
It was then and there everything changed
It was then and there I saw my life explode

This is me, this is who I am, this is how I feel
This is my story, this is my world and none of it is real

Sometimes I imagine I slipped through a crack
Into an alternate dimension
Things were the sort of the same and sort of not
It was a place outside my comprehension
And in this place things seemed slightly off
In a way almost imperceptible
And I didn’t get it at first, didn’t see the change
It just became what was acceptable

What is it like to be in my head
What is it like to feel what I feel
I could draw you a graphic novel
But to you it would never seem real

Time goes by in the way time goes by
And I grew up and grew older
And the love of my life she got away from me
And the world got a lot colder
And I came to realize just what had happened
I had broken through by osmosis
You can say I’m crazy
You can say I’m nuts
You can say it’s my psychosis

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from The Far Country, released March 6, 2024

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Eliotwilder1 Boston, Massachusetts

With the exception of the albums "Wolves," "The Far Country," and "Mercy," these songs were recorded in Boston at Woolly Mammoth Sound between 2004 and 2009. Big thanks to Dave Westner and Natalia Cooper.

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